Aug 19, 2015

I am ok, you are ok.. and all other lies

I had spent two months of my life trying to convince myself everything is fine, my new life is perfect and I am the happiest person ever. It took me only one illness, fatal burn-out and a good friend to find out it is not entirely true. I know there might be something good about all these visualist talks about motivation and seeing yourself as a successful future you and how you just have to work really hard on it but what I learned during the last two months, do not trust only these sayings. Despite what I have just wrote now I am still happy about my Prague choice (Love is the thing, you know?:). I just had to realize that the job I decided to pursue was not the right one for me, better said, its settings were not what I thought they would be. So I was given an opportunity to have things as I would like them to be and I am finding out it might be the best option for me to the future. So besides dealing with health matters right now I decided to relax (any tips for good books?) and go for some cultural expeditions..

I tried several options. Exploring Jewish Prague history, seeing Andy Warhol, Salvador Dali and brothers Saudek´s exhibition while splurging on good food, too. So far I am convinced that Ambiente group with its restaurants in Prague is one of the best. Also I had a chance to see the Antipearle pieces in Prague Debut Gallery. It is hard to guess what I like to look at from now on, right? 

The problem with living in Prague is that you start to crave for different things. Freedom at work, special pieces to cherish, you start to choose from the mass production of all kinds. The AIR is different and you start thinking differently. Do I want healthy body or fashion pieces? Do I want to work 12 hours a day or 6 and do it my best? 

It might sound childish but after spending so many years living a certain lifestyle, despite you thought things were different, it is still a challenge to admit you might have been far more consumer-oriented than you thought you have been not. So I am trying to deal with this kind of fact right now and I will let you know how it goes..

BUT, to not to be pretending that I am too serious from now on and how put up all-together I am, I have to share the address of the best margaritas in the city.. Here you are!!!

The conclusion of the last two months for me.