Dec 29, 2014

#Playing games in 2014

Surprise of the year 2014.

I thought I gave myself some 2014 goals and I didn´t.
 Apparently there was no need for them as my head and heart are far more or less always doing what they want themselves without me trying to control the flow in a rational way.

Something that surprised me in addition though:

1. I moved to a perfect white flat that is warm and welcoming and I love it there.
(Reason: Love stopped being Love, no comments to that but I found Freedom to Love instead :)

2. I spent summer learning French, ended up with a French on romantic vacation in France
(I didn´t expected that reward for my studying however I feel closer to all French people now :)

3. I took care of the family more than during the previous years
(Every day in hospital for several months, the story continues but I accept it and cherish the experience)

4. I played with an idea of switching my job and career and it was enough
(I always wanted to help a start-up, it worked, I learnt a lot but it still proved I am the best at my current job - freely Headhunting around and Connecting people with smile :)

5. I wanted to play more with a blog.
(No time for that. I will need to do that in 2015, Boris will take care of that hopefully :)

6. I exercised for three months heavily but with two jobs it ended as quickly as it started,
(Conclusion: I am going to choose for myself what sports to do now and at time I prefer :)

7. For the first time I paid myself a luxurious hotel and private massages as I was collapsing
(Next time I do this as a natural thing (without burnout :), it was definitely worth the money :)

8. I gave and donated money to people who needed it more than me
(The feeling I recommend the most to everyone to experience! We are capable to give more than we actually think we can. Funny. Quite a Lesson learned here.)

9. I started to collect BEAUTY in every form and I LOVE it. 
(I bought myself several paintings and art objects and I will continue in that for sure. We need to surround ourselves with beautiful people and art more, life is tough enough sometimes)

10. I found out I am more loyal to those who let me FLY instead of calming me down
(Therefore despite I have feather tattooed on my body I will do some things in 2015 that will settle me down in a way I would not choose before. Just because I feel it´s the right time and I am ready to do it.)

                                                        So. The Conclusion to 2014.
Thank you for all this bitter - sweetness and fullness in its variety.
Thanks to it I know now exactly what I want to achieve in 2015.
This time I am not going to play that hard.
I am going to play with Ease.

Enjoy your ends of 2014, 
Let´s do something we have not expected to do, too!

Dec 12, 2014

#wisdom in growing up..

Is that you are more and more smiling with regard to the future because you for sure will never know what happens there.. All the big people I know have one characteristic feature: They are humble.
Let´s hope it will all be for the good and to the next year with new age number I wish myself lots of impact that stays, many fulfilled dreams and mainly, presence of the loved ones around..
Because only that is important.
During the last year I worked that much that all of my loved ones have to forgive me for that.
Please have a mercy on me, I will be yours for the calling! :)
I love you, my all private readers and friends!!!

Dec 5, 2014

#Drawings and Fairytales..

I was actually never a "toy" person, even when I was supposed to, as a child.. My first Teddy bear Alfred was given to me by my dear classmates during high school on my 18th Birthday and they all had great fun that instead of toys I had been collecting Cosmopolitans during my childhood :) As times are changing however it seems that childhood and fairytales have some meaning in our lives..

They cheer us up, they remind us the good things that will never change and they guide is in a language that we can understand.. That´s why so many adults end up watching fairytales even in the movies. We all can find something that connects with us at certain level..
 *  Happy Christmas season dear friends. *
We are living our fairytales, so let´s better decide who we want to be!
 p.s. The gifted author it this one, and you can buy the other drawings at Kapsula. :)